Some chemo effect and tumor activity

In spite of her generally stable condition, Susan's latest round of tests revealed a few areas of concern along with some recently increased headaches. The first of three blood tests beginning the fourth week after last chemo showed her platelet count dropped to 15% of normal, nearly low enough to require a transfusion. Since platelets are a clotting component, the risk for Susan would be another hemorrhage or spontaneous bleeding in her brain. With these results arriving when her week 5 test was due, I took her to UCLA on Dec 30 instead of a local lab so we'd be in place in case she needed a transfusion. Fortunately, her platelet count had reversed trend and doubled, although it still was too low to resume chemo at that level.

We returned to UCLA this Wednesday for her week 6 labs, MRI, and oncology visit. While the good news was that her platelets that had rocketed back to 100% of normal, her white cell count took a hit from the prior week. White blood cells are immunity soldiers that combat infection, so chemo remains on hold this week. These blood-count hits are the result of three doses of CCNU chemotherapy since September, although the effects actually occurred a bit later than expected. (My Susan is a strong woman.) She'll have another blood test next week to see if her counts have recovered enough to resume chemo. We have the pills at the ready.

Her MRI showed greater contrast compared to her two most recent scans, a sign that tumor activity has increased a bit – but thankfully not a lot. Dr Lea believes continuing CCNU will be effective for now and has other treatments in reserve when needed. The scan also showed increased brain swelling, explaining Susan's more frequent headaches. The doctor thinks it's caused by our attempt to reduce her steroid dose since last time, so we're bumping her back up to the nominal 2mg Decadron daily and will leave the taper fight for later. We remain thankful for the excellent care at UCLA and for Susan's continued stability overall.

I corresponded this week with a former co-worker who is also a Christian and in her own battle with advanced breast cancer that has spread to other parts of her body. The way she's holding on to hope in God stirs my admiration. I noted the remarkable similarities between Susan and her. Each has had several courses of treatment for life-threatening cancer, each is presently stable but medically incurable, and each is committed to wait on the Lord in faith. I did my best sum up our state of mind and spirit since Susan's GBM diagnosis 2 ½ years ago:

"Also like you, we trust the Lord with our lives and the outcome of this journey. We've learned that in spite of our troubles God still is good; and in fact his faithfulness is what sustains us. We've discovered the preciousness of suffering that allows us to appreciate the gift of life each day. What power do we have anyway but what God gives us? On one hand, we know what he is capable of doing. Healing from cancer is not a problem for God the Almighty. Yet we also live in a fallen world with the mystery of his will and accept the best plans of God the Sovereign. So, we pray and ask for healing, pursue every medical option, and take each step as it comes. We trust God completely, are hoping for the best, and are ready for anything. Ultimately, heaven will be a much better life for all of us!" This world is not our home.