Encouraging check-up at UCLA

Thu 01/31/08
At yesterday's MRI and oncology visit at UCLA, Dr. Nghiemphu interpreted the image for us and explained how the tumor was highlighted with contrast. It was similar to last month's image. The higher contrast may be a result of tumor growth (not good), or of "radiation necrosis" – dead or dying tissue that sometimes results from radiation therapy (not necessarily bad). The shape and location of the tissue are consistent with necrosis -but the MRI isn't conclusive. Like last month, the doctor would be more concerned if Susan's symptoms were not improving. We will continue Susan's temodar chemotherapy on Sunday and keep watch on the tumor with another MRI next month.
She also examined Susan's eyes, but was unable to see any evident damage behind them. She recommends we visit a neuro-optometrist or ophthalmologist who can examine Susan more thoroughly. Although we know there was visual damage in the brain caused by stroke, radiation treatment can sometimes damage parts of the eyes themselves; so she wants to investigate further.
Otherwise, Susan continues her weekday therapies and is working hard. We'll continue the rehab visits at least through mid-February.

Our family is being lifted by our nightly devotions as we follow the scriptures and meditations provided by our church that follow each week's sermon. As we read in Luke 7 tonight, we talked about John the Baptist asking Jesus from prison to confirm his lordship. It's like, "Jesus, life hasn't turned out like I expected. Are you really who you say you are?" We know what wavering faith during hard times is like.

After answering John with a list of His miraculous acts, Jesus tells him, "Blessed is the man who doesn't fall away on account of me" – one of those profound statements that I've overlooked before. Even if he's the cause of our suffering, Jesus assures us of His kingdom power and urges us to hold on in faith. Staying strong in hope is a powerful remedy for circumstances that just don't make sense. We know our faith in our Almighty God will not be disappointed.